Tag Archives: self harm

Obscenities and Anger

I don’t understand. I know I’m slow with updates, but thankfully I’m not as desperate for venting as before. The thing is that none of the festivals I mentioned in my last entry were attended. One of them was cancelled, … Continue reading

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Of Things Sure

So it has been a month since I last made an entry here. Well, dear friend, I don’t have much to say, since not much has happened. Usually, when I say things like that, things end up long and drawn … Continue reading

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Once Upon a Suicidal Thought

Killing myself seems so easy, so close to home. It has been so far away before, and now it’s almost palpable, I can touch it with my fingers and it doesn’t shy away. It stays, curious of me, wanting to … Continue reading

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Morbid Ways of an Author

I will receive no re-evaluation, because “it will not determine any diagnoses”, “will not help as much as medication will”, and “enlarging the dosage will not enhance any symptoms”. It really doesn’t help, it doesn’t. It has only made me … Continue reading

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Ugly Exterior with Ghastly Truths Inside

I am having some kind of neurotic breakdown. At least I haven’t been cutting as much these past days, but it’s become deeper now, just like before I got help. I am meeting with my psychologist tomorrow, and I am … Continue reading

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The Worst of the Relapses

It’s getting worse, and I have no idea what to do to stop it. It’s still very shallow, but they are numerous. I have four different places where I put them; my thigh, my hip, my shoulder and my arm. … Continue reading

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Lies and Imagination

So I am not actually over my crush, I just tried to get over her, and almost succeeded. She asked me in class who my crush was, and I couldn’t lie to her, so I told her (but didn’t fail … Continue reading

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