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The Worst of the Relapses
It’s getting worse, and I have no idea what to do to stop it. It’s still very shallow, but they are numerous. I have four different places where I put them; my thigh, my hip, my shoulder and my arm. … Continue reading
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Tagged actual worst feeling, anxiety, awful feeling, cut, cutting, damn it all, depression, fuck, fuck me, kill me, personal, ptsd, self harm
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The Battle is (Almost) Lost
I keep imagining cutting. Long, shallow gashes up my legs. Short, deep wounds on my shoulders and arms. Eventually the wounds get deep enough to bleed for ages, get long enough to be obscene. They get deeper than I’ve ever … Continue reading
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Tagged actual worst feeling, awful feeling, cut, cutting, kill me, kill me please, personal, self harm, so very personal, triggers, worst feeling ever
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